Alone and Isolated in the Modern World...🎵

🎵 We All Need,
The Human Touch,
I-I need it,
The Human Touch…
🎵

These sage, poetic words from 80’s rock n’ roll theologian Rick Springfield seem apropos at the moment. I’ve tried to work them into a sermon for quite some time, especially the line that, “You know I’ve got my walls, Sally calls them prison cells.

Utterly Profound. Sublime I would say. Tom Waits, on his best day, couldn’t write that line. 

I’m kidding of course, though I do have a nostalgic love for this song (here's your chance to love it too!) and in a cheesy 80’s way these words, put to new wave, radio-friendly dance pop, summarize what most of us are feeling right now – the absence of almost all forms of human touch that we used to take for granted: hugs between friends, a reassuring arm around the shoulder, even a handshake or fist bump!

I’m an incurable introvert, and yet I’ve missed being in the same room with friends – especially all of you. At times over the last few weeks I’ve even missed the company of strangers that I encounter at a coffee shop or crowded bus in more normal times.

None of this has anything to do with our sermon topic tomorrow, and yet everything to do with why we continue to gather as a community at the same time every Sunday morning just as we did during those quaint, seemingly ancient days before Covid-19.

We need human companionship. God himself tells us in the creation account in Genesis that he has intentionally created us to need MORE than just him; we need each other in order to feel and to be completely human.

We need to be in proximity, even if it’s through a computer screen to trusted friends and comrades.

And, when the world feels in complete disarray – metaphorically or during the time of a real global pandemic – we need structures and routines that root us to that which we know will outlast the disruption.

That’s what church is, or at least, that’s what it’s designed to be. And, that’s what Intown aspires to be as well. And, my hope is that these Zoom liturgies, these virtual gatherings might give us a sense of how God has determined to meet our needs of friendship and love through the church community.

I hope the faces on your laptop or phone convey to you that you are loved and valued and not alone during all of this. While Zoom lacks the visceral quality that being in the same room has, seeing each of your slightly pixelated faces every week has been a lifeline for me and I hope it has been to you as well.

Pastor Brian

A Downloadable Worship Service for 4/5



LITURGY
Click HERE to view and download this week's bulletin.

For the Kids
Click HERE to view and download the youth lessons.
There are two files: one for readers and one for non-readers. The reader files would be appropriate for middle school as well. They’re designed to be listening guides during the sermon. 

SERMON
We are attempting to extract the sermon audio from our Zoom meeting last Sunday, stay tuned!

INTOWN Song Selections For April 5th:

ALL GLORY LAUD AND HONOR

WHO IS LIKE THE LORD, OUR GOD?

ACCORDING TO THY GRACIOUS WORD

O LOVE THAT WILL NOT LET ME GO

WE ARE NOT OVERCOME


A Downloadable Worship Service for 3/29

Greetings Intowners!

We pray you are getting along well and finding new, interesting, and productive ways to pass the time during these days at home. Below you will find the liturgical links for our virtual service this Sunday, plus an invitation to join our "Coffee and a Chat" live stream Zoom meeting Sunday morning at 10:15am. We'll take the first 15 minutes to work out any technical glitches and then begin our meeting at 10:30.

If you have ANY QUESTIONS about technical stuff or how this is all going to work, don't hesitate to email us: office@intownchurch.com. We'll do our best to answer them! This is all new to most of us, so there will be a bit of a learning curve...but we'll get through it together!

CLICK HERE TO JOIN THE ZOOM MEETING TOMORROW MORNING AT 10:15 AM

There are instructions at the bottom of this email on how to connect to a Zoom meeting with your computer if you need help, but the above link should be all you need, click it then just follow the prompts!

**On a technical note, we would encourage you to use your desktop computer as the instructions given during the meeting will pertain mainly to that type of viewing device. However, don't let that discourage you from joining with your tablet or phone if that is all you have available! They work just fine too.

LITURGY:

Click HERE to view and download this week's bulletin. Much of the responsive text is still included for folks to use on their own if they're going through it as a group/family.

For the Kids—

Jillianne has put together a fun lesson for the youth among you to explore together as a family.

Click HERE to view and download the youth lesson.

SERMON: The Subversive Gospel of Mark: Exploding Kingdoms (scroll down for the player)


INTOWN Song Selections For March 29th:

THE LORD IS KING

ROCK OF AGES

COME LIGHT OUR HEARTS

WE ARE NOT OVERCOME

WHERE COULD I GO BUT TO THE LORD (Emmylou Harris)

WHERE COULD I GO BUT TO THE LORD (Elvis Presley Edition!)

How You Doin'?

Dear Intowners, "how are you holding up?" Seriously, how are you doing?

Please let the staff and leaders know by emailing office@intownchurch.com. We’d love to know if you or anyone else in your home is sick, if you're in need of particular supplies or food, if you or a loved one have lost a job or have been furloughed, and if there is any tangible way that Intown can help you.

But, surely, despite the fact that this is a trying time for everyone that there are some moments of levity, beauty, and humor happening out there as well; would you mind sharing these below? For example:

- what's the funniest thing that has happened to you or around you in the last two weeks?
- is there a story of hope to pass along?
- how are you making use of your time? are you learning a new skill? have you binged a TV show that was particularly good?

Obviously feel free to use just your first name or first name and last initial since this is a public forum; we're not a large church, so we'll probably figure out who you are! ;)

A Holy Movement of Unholy People: Digital Liturgy for March 22nd

Here is the digital liturgy for Sunday, March 22nd. You can access/download the bulletin by clicking here. Please sign up for our mailing list here for future bulletins and all the latest information. Enjoy!

Intown in a Time of Crisis: How We are Adapting as a Church

Hello from the staff and leaders! Our prayers are with you during this very strange time and we are working to make sure that Intown continues in its important work.

As you have probably assumed, we will not be meeting in-person for worship this Sunday, nor any Sunday in the immediate future. We don’t know when we will be able to gather again at The Old Church, but even the most optimistic estimates seem to indicate that we will likely be functioning more-or-less as a virtual community well into the month of April if not longer. We are working on something special for Easter, but it will doubtless be an online service of some sort.

Most businesses that are dependent upon foot-traffic and in-person interaction are struggling right now, and their long-term viability is dependent upon their willingness to “pivot” and provide a version of their services online. Intown is no different.

We are exploring meeting options for our Sunday morning gatherings as well as for our community groups which meet in homes throughout the week. The video app Zoom appears to be the most dependable and user-friendly apparatus for virtual meetings and Intowners are already utilizing this app with great success. So, when you finish reading this email please take a few minutes to download and sign-up for this service as I'm confident we will be using it regularly.

Second, we are working to make sure that we have current contact information for everyone in our community and that as many Intowners as possible are signed up for our various communication platforms: Breeze, email, text, etc. For those not currently signed up for Breeze, look for an invitation in the next few days. You can use this platform in a variety of ways, but particularly over the next few weeks, you will likely enjoy using it as a virtual church directory, giving you the ability to stay in touch with and check in on other friends at church.

Third, we’re thinking creatively about how to serve those who are sick and/or homebound for extended periods of time, providing tangible acts of service such as yard work, grocery shopping and drop-off, creating a toilet paper “pantry” for those running low, and as it is deemed safe––assisting working parents with childcare needs. We are open to other ideas of course and would love for any of you to volunteer to coordinate one of these ideas or another one entirely.

Fourth, expect to be hearing from an Intown leader and/or staff person periodically in the coming weeks just to say “hello” and to check-in on your well-being. Community is such a deep human need, and particularly during this difficult season we want you to know that you are not alone and that your church family cares for you. If you download the Marco Polo app I can send you personalized video messages and you can send your own to others in the community.

Finally, the Covid-19 virus is not only making people sick but our efforts to prevent its spread are severely weakening the worldwide economy. So, many of us are looking at our future with some level of financial uncertainty and perhaps anxiety. We want Intown to be a consistent source of God’s en-courage-ment to you. He, through your church is here for you, and we want you to know that we Intown will do everything we can to assist those who will encounter real, tangible strain during this time. Please let us know when you need help! You can email any of the leaders or deacons@intownchurch.com if you or anyone you know is in need of material support.

As we did last week we will send out at least one email on Sunday that will contain resources for worshipping together with your Intown family in a virtual way. I hope you have a wonderful weekend and stay healthy in the coming days.

A Downloadable Worship Service

Well, not quite. You can’t include community, live music, or Scott’s incredible extemporaneous “Life of Intown” renditions, but in the audio link below you will find a prayer, a reading, and a homily that will hopefully provide you with a virtual connection to your Intown family. And to God as well.

Matt will also be sending out an email with our weekly bulletin with some links to the songs that we were planning on singing together before Covid-19 got in the way.

So, take advantage of both of these things and please do use the comment section below to say “hi” as you would in person on a normal Sunday.

Here’s the prayer that Jessica Downing wrote for Prayers of the People in case you want to follow along as I read in the audio file below:

Jesus, You have always existed and You are supreme over all creation. You hold creation together. You give everyone life and breath and everything else. Your hands made and formed each of us. All the days ordained for us were written in Your book before one of them came to be.

You said, “Do not fear, little flock, for it is Your Father’s good pleasure to give You the kingdom.”

We who dwell in the secret place of the Most High
Shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty.
We will say of the Lord, “He is my refuge and my fortress;
My God, in Him I will trust.”
We shall not be afraid of the terror by night,
Nor of the arrow that flies by day,
Nor of the pestilence that walks in darkness,
Nor of the destruction that lays waste at noonday.

***

When You, Jesus, came down from the mountainside, large crowds followed You. A man with leprosy came and knelt before You and said, “Lord, if You are willing, You can make me clean.”
You were indignant. You reached out Your hand and touched the man.

“I am willing,” You said. “Be clean!” Immediately the leprosy left him and he was cleansed.

***

When You, Jesus, came into Peter’s house, You saw Peter’s mother-in-law lying in bed with a fever. 

You touched her hand and the fever left her, and she got up and began to wait on You.

When evening came, many who were demon-possessed were brought to You, and You drove out the spirits with a word and healed all the sick. This was to fulfill what was spoken through the prophet Isaiah:

“You took up our infirmities
    and bore our diseases.”

***

Bless the Lord, O my soul;
And all that is within me, bless His holy name!

Bless the Lord, O my soul,
And forget not all His benefits:

Who forgives all our sins,
And heals all our diseases,

Who redeems our life from the pit
And crowns us with love and compassion.

***

Dear God of our Lord Jesus Christ, Father of glory, give to us the spirit of wisdom and revelation, so that we may know You better. May the eyes of our hearts be enlightened in order that we may know the hope to which You have called us, the riches of Your glorious inheritance in Your holy people, and Your incomparably great power for us who believe. That power is the same as the mighty strength You exerted when You raised Christ from the dead and seated him at Your right hand in the heavenly realms far above all principality and power and might and dominion, and every name that is named, not only in this age but also in that which is to come.

With this in mind, we pray that You may make us worthy of Your calling, and that by Your power You may bring to fruition our every desire for goodness and our every deed prompted by faith. We pray this so that the name of our Lord Jesus may be glorified in us, and us in him, according to Your grace and the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ.

Amen

Canceling the Sunday Service Without Canceling Church

This isn’t the email I wanted to or expected to write, but it seems we’ve reached a tipping point with wide-scale cancellations of public events and the leaders and I think that it is wise for us to follow suit and cancel our service this Sunday.

This decision wasn’t made lightly, and up until today I expected that we would meet as usual. But, I've been known to resist conventional wisdom, drive faster than I should, and rarely wear sunblock even though being quite melanin-challenged, so I thought it might be a good idea to ask others what they thought about meeting this Sunday instead of just charging ahead. 

There is so much that we don’t know about this virus, but what we do know is that infection spreads through human contact and therefore limiting face to face interaction–especially in large gatherings–can help to mitigate the number of people who eventually get sick. This kind of “social distancing” feels like a counterintuitive way to love your neighbor, but it is one of the steps we need to take to seek the common good of all, and at the end of the day it’s simple math.

While we don’t exactly qualify as a “large gathering” we think it prudent to cooperate with our large community by cancelling our service this week, and likely all of our public events for the next few weeks at least.

Public worship is so central to the church’s identity that it may seem like we’re not only cancelling the worship service but cancelling church altogether. I don’t think this is true.

- Right now people are scared and anxious but as the inimitable Marilynne Robinson says, “Fear is not a Christian habit of mind”. Perhaps you can be a calming presence in your neighborhood, office, family, or friend group.
 
- Or, you could take the time you would normally devote to attending public worship and consider who in your relational orbit  might be struggling. The next few weeks are an incredibly important time for us to be the body of Christ to our friends and neighbors.

- Maybe take a few extra moments to reach out to fellow Intowners to see how everyone is holding up. Give someone a call, send them a text, or grab coffee with someone you haven’t connected with in a while (just don’t sneeze on them in the process).

We will be sending out regular updates and I will be putting together a short reflection on video and/or audio along with a pdf of our bulletin for your devotional use this Sunday morning. (This will come over email and will be uploaded to the blog as well as our sermon stream). We will also be exploring options for livestreaming and other virtual meeting options for upcoming Sundays so “stay tuned.”     

Until then, remember “God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble.” (Psalm 46:1) God is with us in this moment; he cares for us; he is our source of peace and hope regardless of the challenges we face.

Rev. Brian Prentiss

Stoned in Church

Not “stoned” in an ancient religious context, but “stoned” in a modern Portland kind of way. Stoned as in "high!"

I received an email this week letting me know that Intown had received a write-up in a recently published book. This book was entitled “Stoned in Church”, the premise of which was the author visiting churches while high and then writing about her experience.

Obviously, I stopped what I was doing and immediately downloaded the book!

The author actually visited around 80 churches in the writing of this book, coming to Intown back in 2018. Scott Bowman, who gets a mention in the book (a positive one believe it or not) is going to read her chapter on Intown tomorrow morning but here’s a teaser:

“I loved Intown Church. It is everything that church should be…If I were ever going to attend a church, if there was ever one church that was my style, it would be Intown Church. I loved those people. They were humble…intently kind. They were everything I’ve ever wanted and someday will be part of. They’re Christians walking their walk.

I’ve read this paragraph many times this week and it still puts a smile on my face because in many ways I do what I do because of people like this, people who aren’t connected to a church and aren’t really sure they want to be, and yet poke their heads into Intown and catch a glimpse of Jesus.

She makes a few comments about the preaching and the music, but what seemed most profound about her experience was you––the community. Your warmth and humility made her curious, and for one morning two years ago, it gave her joy. This is what makes Intown special, and beautiful, and I'm so delighted to be associated with all of you. Thank you!

the medium is the massage (i mean message)

This is the title of communication theorist Marshall McLuhan’s most famous book and most controversial idea. (Because of a mistake by the printer, the book is actually called “The Medium is the Massage”, which McLuhan loved and never corrected.)

Most basically, he means that the way in which we exchange information is more important than the information itself. Or to put it much too simply: form is more important than content.

For example, the fact that we live in a hyper-connected, everything is now, globalized world shapes us in profound ways that we do not, or seldom recognize because it is simply “the air we breathe.” Thus, “what” we watch or choose not to watch (content) is probably a less significant decision to us morally and spiritually than the fact that we are wedded to our phones, able to pick and choose from an almost limitless array of media options, can build friendships with people we rarely if ever see in person, and can “talk” from behind the wall of a digital screen.

In the same way, which news source(s) we happen to consume (content) might be less significant than the fact that we are able to consume “breaking news” almost constantly and that there are advertisers paying to reach our eyeballs through a medium that is financially incentivized to keep us in a state of alarm.

I’m sharing this because “The Medium is the Message” is the title of tomorrow’s sermon––the first in our new series on the Gospel of Mark––and I probably won’t have the time to explain why and still talk about the text itself. (We do in fact have to talk about the content of Mark!)

As I was studying the first fifteen verses this week I was struck by just how exhilarating, hopeful, and perhaps terrifying that this passage likely sounded to its original hearers (they would have heard it not read it) and yet how tame it will likely sound tomorrow morning. This is not because the content is tame––far from it––but because we live in a world that on one hand, Mark could not possibly have imagined, and yet on the other, structurally speaking, is a world organized in much the same way as the ancient one he was critiquing.

Actually, that’s the wrong word. “Mark” isn’t a “critique” of the Roman Empire and the Jewish religious legalism in collusion with it; it is a manifesto for an entirely new world. It is a gospel imagining an upside-down world that reorders everything according to God’s divine justice.

Yet, we might not see this because as wealthy westerners, and as those who follow what has been the religion of the ruling class for centuries, we live in a world that has declared us the winners. Additionally, we read this text conditioned by centuries of largely white, male, bourgeois interpretation that has generally over-emphasized the importance of private spiritual application to the neglect of the political, social, economic, and structural reorganization Mark seems to have in mind.

So, the question as we begin this series is will we have “eyes to see and ears to hear” what Mark is saying? Can we begin to peel back the layers of our cultural and religious conditioning so that we can have our world turned upside-down as God intended through this text?

A Prayer of the People

Dear Jesus, 

There is none like you. None. After 40 days of sorting out your identity in wild and stony isolation of Judea’s outback – a day for each year the obstinate and faithless wanderers who were a plague to Moses grappled with their own identity – After 40 days your robes smelling like sweat and incense, the smell of wrestling with the accuser and the perfume of prayer – After 40 days of enduring the opening arguments of Heaven’s great prosecutor, you were revived as one can be only from completing an ordeal of spiritual magnitude. Filled with the power of the Spirit, you returned to your childhood home.

Good advice suggests returning to our childhood homes leads to disappointment. But you returned not for nostalgia’s sake, it was here the accuser was waiting and you needed to remind him and us again that your food was the word of God and not stones become bread. You needed to remind us that turning rocks to snack-food or base-jumping from the bell tower of St. Peters Cathedral or even by being martyred at the base of a stony cliff is no sure sign of God’s favor.

Perhaps some attending synagogue that Sabbath in Nazareth were wondering what was on tap – what the post-Cana brew might be. Others came to see a hometown boy made good – not many from the north with their drawl and suspicious genealogies were held in high regard by Jerusalem theologians. Still others, perhaps more serious-minded were wanting to hear what fresh take on old themes from well worn scrolls you might deliver – your growing reputation had gone before you. They were not much different from us really – spectators, consumers, learners.

And you preached in good Billy Graham fashion – good Elijah, Elisha, Isaiah, and Jeremiah fashion. 

Preach Good News to the Poor, you said. 

And the congregation said, Amen – that’s us. 

Proclaim release to the Captives, you said. 

And the congregation shouted Hallelujah – that’s us too!

Recovery of sight to the blind, freedom for the oppressed, you said. 

And the congregation nearly broke into song – that’s us, that’s us, always under the thumb of Rome or some theological uppity-up from Jerusalem. Preach on! Preach on!

Jubilee you said. And they began to dance in the isles. 

Today, you said, this scripture has been and is being fulfilled in your hearing. 

And, old men and young could no longer contain themselves and the women standing behind the screens in the back of the synagogue began to laugh out loud like Sarah behind the tent flap.

And then you sat down. And everyone hushed in quiet expectation. And you said, no wine today, no healing paralytics, no raising the dead – there isn’t much faith here and this isn’t about you anyway. The prophet wasn’t writing about Nazareth. This isn’t even about the Jews. 

Its about your enemies – its about the ones you despise – its about the gentiles – its about the Others, whomever the others may be. If you want to know the Truth, its about everyone. Though you think yourselves the poor the captive the blind the oppressed – you are not. You have Isaiah. You have the good news. Its about them. When all is said and done. Its about them. Its always about them.

We, like they, are good consumers. If their vision could only see you in the context of their own village, Joseph’s son, we are no better; they had heard rumors of your doings twenty miles away in Capernaum, but what really mattered was that you do a miracle or maybe two in Nazareth. Surely you must  have been tempted to do a little conjuring trick. 

How eternally thankful we are that you did not. How eternally thankful we are that you looked into Satan’s face mirrored in those good people and said, no stones to bread today, no water into wine. You, our holy food and drink said, no tricks today. Still, we confess that we, like they, have heard what you have done for others, and we would like just a small miracle or maybe two as well. 

You have come with good news, but it is not for us alone, indeed it is for all humanity – even those we do not like, even for those we secretly despise. Perhaps especially for them.

Breath of Heaven, breathe on us as we commit ourselves, abandon ourselves to follow after you satisfied with a resurrection we did not witness that breathed life into our spirits and raised us with you from the dead. Take us to the wilderness to confront the accuser if that is what it takes – but do not leave us alone. Breathe on those in this very room who proclaim good news to the poor, who tear down prison walls, who are healers of the body, the mind and the spirit, who champion the cause of the oppressed, and take the yoke of the laborer on themselves. Who do their daily work in your name. Give them your miracles.

Give us, as a congregation, the will to resist our bent to consume and replace it with the will to give at the risk of reputation or even life itself. May we, in prayer and encouragement and financial means support those who go out to serve the widows of Sidon and the Lepers of Syria. Save us from the narrow-mindedness of Nazareth. The belief that it is all about us. Because, by your grace, we have come to understand a universe where we are both the center and circumference is far too small.

In your name, dear Jesus, prophet, preacher, deliverer, Savior of all the world and not just a few, we pray. 


Amen.

— Written by Dr. Richard White

Homesick at Home

The people close to us hurt us the most. Sometimes we feel most alone when we're with family. Often we're homesick even when we're home. 

These are a few of the painful ironies of the human condition, ones that become even more acute around the Holidays. 

In our globalized economy, where many of us do not live in our "hometown", and perhaps far away from our family or origin, what does it even mean to go "home for the Holidays?" We are displaced, nomadic people – especially in a city like Portland where so many come seeking separation from a town or family or church that was confining and wearying.

Portland may be a more generous and welcoming place in which to make a life than the place we deliberately left, but that's certainly no guarantee that we'll ever feel truly "home."

The nomenclature around homelessness has been shifting recently; it's now considered more appropriate to refer to someone without a permanent, indoor living situation as "houseless" rather than "homeless." This isn't needless linguistic tinkering; it's more accurate.

"Home" designates an existential, or even cosmic idea rather than merely a physical place. We can accordingly be comfortably housed and still feel homeless. Similarly, at least the spiritually- and emotionally-mature among us can lack housing and yet experience a sense of home inside of a human community and/or support structure. 

I love the idea of the church being that community, both for people facing housing scarcity as well as for nomadic professionals who move to Portland in search for home in its more existential and spiritual sense.

The writer Frederick Beuchner said, "home is where Christ is" and this is what we'll be talking about tomorrow in the final sermon of our "Places of Advent" series. So far we've looked for God in Bethlehem, Nazareth, Dreams, and in the Desert. Tomorrow Portland is the place of Advent where we hope to find God. 

As usual, scroll down for more information on what's going on at Intown and I hope to see you tomorrow. 

A Woman Preacher at Advent

Two of the most important events in the gospels involve the appearance of angels: the announcement of Jesus’ birth and his resurrection.

What’s similar between them? The angel appears to women.

It’s not a male priest who’s entrusted with the news of the birth. It’s not the male disciples who are entrusted with the news of the resurrection.

While the men are cloistered and confused, the women go to the tomb of Jesus. They are entrusted to take the most important news in all history back to the men and convince them of what’s happened.

The greatest news in history, it should be announced it to the male priests in Jerusalem right? Except, that game is over. The angel announces this news to a commoner, a woman––a girl actually––an adolescent, unmarried virgin, in a middle of nowhere town.

Zechariah, the priest in the beginning of Luke's account of the birth of Jerusalem, he's in Jerusalem, in the Temple - at the very doorstep of God. An angel appears to him, he hesitates and is struck silent. Meanwhile, miles away from the Temple, in Nazareth, a place of scorn from religious elites, an angel appears, and Mary embraces the message

Her qualifications were zilch. She's not a priest, not educated, she doesn't live in the right place, and most importantly she's not a man. What she did have was God’s favor, his presence: the gospel that God is redeeming his creation through nobodies from nowhere places, particularly through people rejected by the dominant culture and through instruments that patriarchy discredits.

But, those with little hermeneutical imagination ask us to believe that the gender of these messengers is incidental to the meaning of the story.

Because?

Because one of the most difficult and most disputed verses in the entire New Testament is supposedly God's totalizing WORD on who can preach. If you ignore context, ignore counterexamples, ignore the narrative of the gospels’ collective witness this makes some sort of sense I guess. But, in a highly stratified, patriarchal culture, God chooses women to bear witness to some of the most important events of his story of redemption and there’s a reason for this beyond just getting the information from point A to B.

As Marshall McLuhan said, “The medium is the message.”

Rhythms of Pause

I think my kids were barely back to school this fall when I noticed stores starting to put out Christmas decorations. The holiday season is slowly encroaching upon the entire fourth quarter of the year!

It still seems rushed.

This isn't a preacher's rant; I love Christmas. Though in a world of waning religious interests it seems that the "Holiday Season" has become almost a proxy for the spiritual institutions that used to shoulder the weight of our cosmic longing. We invest the last three months or so of the calendar year with a wish for transcendence, that in going unmet the first nine, leaves us with a lot of ground to make up.

So, while there's not enough time to do all the things a person/family is supposed to do during this season, there's certainly not enough contemplative space to feel and experience all that we're expected to.

During Advent, Christian communities around the world attempt to decelerate this season of hurry by adding something to it: an interruption. A rhythm of pause by which we attempt to lay claim once again to the invasion of divinity that instigated this "holiday" to begin with, believing that there are dimensions of eternality to Christmas that mere nostalgia and glad tidings will never fully reveal.

Yet, what the story of Christmas tells us is that our expectations shouldn't be chastened but heightened. And the saints who have gone before us tell us that this amplification takes a devoted community of practice who regularly gather together to listen for the whisper of the sacred in the midst of a season of unusually loud commerce.

For you, that community of practice is likely Intown. And, you are invited to join us in listening not just for that which is generically sacred, but for the one who came among us and personally whispered "peace" to our busy souls.

Being a Jerk For God

There's a group of Intowners that meets every week before the service to discuss difficult, misunderstood, and misinterpreted passages of the Bible. It has been curiously resistant to being named but this group-with-no-name is one of the best tangible expressions of our guiding vision that Intown is a “safe place to explore, find, and grow in the faith.”

This group, like our church, operates off the assumption that it is indeed possible to discuss topics of great significance in such a way that the discussion fosters trust and intimacy rather than unhealthy debate and divisive posturing. 

While "on paper" the church should be the safest and most welcoming place in the world, many people move to Portland in order to distance themselves from more religious parts of the country where Christianity felt divisive and judgmental. The sad truth is that churches often house some of the most self-assured, entrenched, and inflexible people you'll ever meet. While Jesus' teaching surely invites us to develop deep convictions, if we begin to believe that our perspectives are identical to God's we can become convinced that openness to new insight or changing our opinion is the same thing as moral compromise.

One of the passages that would be a candidate for discussion in the Sunday morning group-with-no-name would be Ephesians 4:15 because it often serves as biblical justification for a theological aggressiveness toward other people that we then rationalize as “speaking the truth in love.”

Another passage used in a similar way is our New Testament reading for tomorrow: Galatians 2:1-14. This is the one where Paul confronts Peter for withdrawing from fellowship with Gentiles. I've heard this passage used to justify rude, confrontational behavior countless times in my career. Typically, pointing out that Galatians isn't an instruction manual for confrontation doesn't deescalate the situation, and neither does mentioning that whatever is prompting a particular debate is more than likely not as important as that over which Paul was confronting Peter.

In other words, just because Paul got up in Peter’s business about his blatant denial of the gospel in practice doesn’t mean that any of us get to be a jerk in defense of our current theological hobby-horse.

Enneagram 8's are often considered to be confrontational in nature. They don't seem to mind being a little aggressive in conversation and can adopt this posture over things that are far less important than the integrity of the gospel.

They can also be among the most trustworthy advocates for justice and tireless defenders of the weak. 

While 8's can often stand to have a little training in diplomacy, when they are operating out of a place of health they can make us feel safe like no one else in the world. Let's talk about 8's, and the 8's in all of us tomorrow. 

A Prayer of the People

Peace
Father, around the world especially this week we see so much anger, so much divisiveness. We see it in world leaders, in the leadership of government bodies including our own, and we see it in ourselves. We know Your heart is for community and not conflict and You have commended peacemakers in the scriptures. So we pray for a return from the polarized edges of animosity; we pray for a renewed desire for peace and a willingness to make sacrifices to get there. Yet Lord, when we see the angry faces in our media we all too often recognize ourselves.

Lord, create a renewed hunger for peace, but Lord, let it begin with me.

Fear
We watch, wringing our hands in frustration, as we see leaders sowing seeds of discord and fear. We have seen this movie all too often in history. But You have called us not to fear, but to love. We are explicitly told again and again in scripture, "Do not fear." And yet it is not just "them" who succumb to manipulative fear mongering, it is sometimes us. It is sometimes me.

Lord, reveal the fear mongering of unscrupulous leaders for what it is; like the servant of Elisha, please open our eyes to truth and Lord, let it begin with me.

Hatred
More and more, we see references to different classes of people as "the enemy." This again is something any casual student of history recognizes as a tactic of our real enemy. A tactic that splits humanity and treats others as sub-human even classing them as vermin is, simply put, evil. These are people You love intensely. These are people You died for. These are fellow image-bearers even if that image is marred or besmirched. And yet, many of us can call to mind someone we find absolutely reprehensible. However, as Christians, we have the opportunity even the mandate to surprise those who don't know You by loving those who might be called our enemies.

Lord as Your people, strengthen us to love all; and Lord, let it begin with me.

Everywhere we look, we see fractured relationships and disunity. To our shame, we recognize this not just as something happening in the political arena, but within Your Church. This is so antithetical to your teachings. Even as He was awaiting his betrayal, Jesus prayed for our unity. Paul admonished the churches to unity. He recognized the attacks on unity and wrote that we should "suit up" to fight against those attacks. But unity requires us to see value in others and in their ways of looking at things. Unity requires the humility to be open to being wrong.

Lord, cure us of a backfire mentality hardened against any change of viewpoint; restore us to a spirit of humility. And Lord, let it begin with me.

I cannot ask for these changes in others if I am unwilling for them to happen in me.
Lord, let peace begin with me.
Let courage being with me.
Let love begin with me.
Let humility begin with me.

Believing these things reflect the values of Your Kingdom, we ask them in Your name.

Amen.

written by Tracy Petrie

Better Watch Out

"Better Watch Out!" was the first line of a text I got from an Intowner this week. There wasn't a smiley-face emoji attached, but knowing the sender, I inserted one in my mind.

This person had stumbled upon a blog of one of Christendom's self-appointed gatekeepers, who was giving us all a warning about the growing use of the Enneagram in church. This sort of denouncement theology is common in certain wings of the Evangelical church and its in/out gamesmanship still appeals to a large enough set of traditional churchgoers that blogs like this get lots of readers who are eager to be told what to be fearful of next.

So, I'm not worried about getting sideways with this blog writer's version of orthodoxy, but as a 5 with a strong 4 wing, I was disappointed to learn that other churches were doing series about the Enneagram and that I wasn't Mr. Special.

See, the 4 part in me fears being boring or unoriginal, so had I known that there were enough churches studying the Enneagram for someone to write a blog post about it I would never have done this series! ("The Enneagram is so played!" thought balloon.)

Yet, without the Enneagram I'm not sure I would have noticed this quirky liability. Reflecting on the Enneagram again has enabled me to see how the desire for uniqueness––which is a spark for so much beauty in the world––also has a darker side: a faulty assumption that God himself prefers that which is new and novel over that which is common and conventional.

The text I received this week stuck out to me for another reason, "better watch out" is one of the operating principles for an Enneagram 6, which we are talking about tomorrow. 6's are really good at disaster preparedness because "you never know." We're looking at some selections from Jeremiah and James to help us live into an uncertain future without debilitating fear.

A Prayer of the People

Lord, you are all we’ve ever wanted, all we’ve ever needed.
Many of us didn’t know what we were looking for, who we were looking for. Or that we were even looking.

Our lives were full of gaps we were desperate to fill. We tried it all, mindless purchases of trinkets and trash we thought we couldn’t live without. We stockpiled stuff in closets, on shelves, hidden under beds and behind couches. We drifted from relationship to relationship, from job to job, from place to place seeking something to fill the void, seeking someone to fill the aloneness. Homesick for a place we had never been; longing for a person we had never met.

We tried to fill the silence with music and laughter and talk, but it was only so much noise. Static. And the loneliness and fear seeped into the little cracks of our lives and into our very bones until the marrow itself turned dark.

And then you passed by and as you passed the light of your life shined through the gaps, penetrating deep within and we felt something we had never felt before. And we could not not follow you even through we did not know you; even though we did not know where we were going. Like the woman in the crowd who touched the hem of your robe we knew if we could just get close enough we too could be made whole. We hung on your words even when we couldn’t understand them – just the sound of your voice was enough.

We remember that first encounter and though our paths have continued to meander and we are still confused and we still try to hide the little holes of our lives with stuff and noise and people and work and who knows what, we have not strayed so far away that we cannot reach out and touch the hem of your robe.

Nothing else matters. Today we are here to say that our worldly wealth, our education, our status, our favorite food, our greatest earthly joys are yours – our very lives are yours – take them. They are meaningless without you.

Be as near to our brothers and sisters the world over. Be near enough for them to touch, near enough for them to smell the smoky incense that clings to your robe, near enough to feel your breath. Especially to our sisters and brothers in places of war. The estimated 320,000 Kurdish Christians who are now even more in harms way. Our Syrian sisters and brothers who worship in the ancient Eastern Orthodox Church. Especially the widows and orphans. Be near our sisters and brothers among the refugees of Central America and north Africa who are penned between bands of unholy criminals and the unwelcoming policies of wealthy nations.

Be near our Christian sisters and brothers who live and serve you in difficult places – not missionaries alone, not only those who tell the good news of the infinite riches of Christ, but those who serve in government. May their lives be conduits of sanity and peace and justice and righteousness penetrating the deep darkness of our day. Be near enough to give them courage, and strength and hope. May they not be like Peter who in hostile darkness and fear denied he knew you.

Be near to us as we try to discern our role and responsibility. Blow the dark clouds away and calm our troubled minds as you calmed the sea of Galilee. Help us gain clarity about our words and actions – our prayers, our conversations, our engagement in the public square.

And please, dear lord be near, so near those in this precious congregation whose lives are unsettled, whose bodies are giving out, whose once loving relationships are turning sour, who face distress and a terrible aloneness. You are close. We know this is true. Give us all the courage in the crush of the crowd to reach out and touch you. To find healing and purpose. And when we do, we will be sure, when you turn and ask “Who touched me” to say, “it was me. It was me. You’re all I’ve ever needed.”

In Jesus name,

Amen

— by Richard White

James Dean's Red Jacket

The red jacket that Dean's character Jim Stark wears in Rebel Without a Cause is so iconic that it was appropriated only eight years later by Bob Dylan on his 1963 record "Freewheelin' Bob Dylan." Supposedly. To me Dylan's jacket looks suede, and brown––quite different than Dean's bright red windbreaker. 

In the days before anyone with an internet connection could compare the two jackets in less than 30 seconds, associations like this could germinate in the public consciousness until Don Maclean cemented it in American mythology in the third stanza of "American Pie"––the song not the movie! Even by 1971, only sixteen years after the film, Dean's red jacket had become the stuff of legend.

The jacket is important not only because of how the James Dean mystique mushroomed in the years following his death; the jacket is vital to the meaning of the film. Jim Stark longs for attachment, "If only I had one day in my life where I didn't feel confused, where I felt like I belonged," he says in one particularly poignant moment. 

Yet, the bright red jacket (like Natalie Woods' bright red dress) standing out as it does against more the muted tones worn by the other characters shows us that Jim does not want to belong at the cost of personal uniqueness. He wants to be special AND fit in, to be an original and be at home in the world. 

This is one of the classic quandaries of Enneagram Fours which we will be talking about tomorrow. While you may not be a Four, the tension in Jim's mind is a very human one. So, let's talk.

Are You a Prisoner of Your History

Are you a prisoner of your history? Do you sometimes feel as if your life is on auto-pilot? Do you wonder "why did I do that?"

I'm sure that all of us have felt this way at times, and it's frustrating. Because we live with ourselves 24 hours a day it seems like we should be the foremost expert on ourselves, how is it even possible that we can go through life and not know ourselves all that well?!

These are some of the questions that lie in the background of our fall sermon series:Awakening to Ourselves. We're using the Enneagram to organize this series but the sermons are not really "on" the Enneagram. Like we did with punk music during our "Punk God" series a few years ago, and similar to the way that we use Lent and Advent to organize a group of sermons, this fall we're using the Enneagram in much the same way.

The Enneagram isn't really the subject matter of the series, and the point of these sermons isn't really to get you take the test or become an expert on your number. The point of the series––as it always is at Intown––is to help people understand and move toward Jesus.

Though I'm personally a big fan of the Enneagram, in a certain sense, it's just a prop. People in an outside of the church are talking about and using the Enneagram and I'm hoping to leverage this preexisting conversation to bring the gospel in through a “side entrance” so that we can encounter Jesus in a fresh way.

So, whether you're curious about the Enneagram, have used it extensively, or think it sounds kinda weird and wonder why we're talking about it in church, I'm confident that God can use this in your life to grow closer to him.

I hope you can join us.

Brian